October 6 that day, I......

I received my first result in Ngee Ann Polytechnic after my first 6 months in this polytechnic. I woke up at around 8.30am on that day and was hopeful that I can score very well then. However, when I read my results online, to my disgrace, no ADs (A with Distinction). Just only 1 A+, 1A, 2B+ and 1B. Ahhh...what the hell! I didn't expect my IPC to get a B+ and my maths to be A+. I was so hopeful and so confident for these two favourite subjects. Haiz...never mind! Let bygones be bygones. Anyway, I still have 2yrs and 6 mths left in this school. First try not a bad result hah! But I suffer from a slight depression which started last May when I didn't score B3 for my Chinese paper in my school. I cried with anger. Sad! (that slight depression is not officially declared by any doctors! Haha!) Well...still a long way to go. Work harder then!